我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　說的未來到底多久才來
總是要來不及才知道我可愛　我想依賴而你卻都不在
應該開心的地帶　你給的全是空白　
一個人假日發呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的門外　卻一直都進不來　
你累積給的傷害　我是真的很難釋懷
終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來
終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開
你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　被你親手緩緩推入懸崖
從我臉上的蒼白　看到記憶慢下來　
過去甜蜜在倒帶　只是感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待　被你一次次摔壞　
已經碎成太多塊　要怎麼拼湊跟重來
終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來
終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

Day by day and month by month and finally i am 22 and it’s year 2009 de. it has been a very long time i never log in to friendster. looking at those photograph makes me feel sad sometime . i am truely wish i can just turn back to the past. All those wonderfull memories. it’s printed like tatoo in my mind forever. The moment of god like .

        Dear terrence, day by day i live under guilt. i am very very sorry that i give up our relationship altot there are really nothing wrong or happen between us. It’s not easy for me to get over it also. i have waited u for 2 years and finally our dream is gona come true , u are going to bring me to aus in couple of months, it just a matter of few months then my dream come true after 2 years of waiting. But everything is just so not like what i imagine now. i don’t have the mood to go aus anymore or  maybe i have been aloneor waiting for too long. i am not myself anymore and i don’t really know who i am or what i really wan in life anymore . Looking at those genting trips photograph everytime, i wish the time could stop at the moment , flashing back for the past few years, the only memories i have is the genting and kl trips, i cried everytime i view through all those pictures, i miss u very very much and i love u very very much , u are such a good bf to me . For the past 2 years, for u i turn myself to be strong and live indepandently since from the day that i promise u i will wait for u . Last time i tot love is everything, distance is totally not a problem if i am strong enough , But i am so tired i am very veyr tired, tired to be so indepandent , tired to be so indepandent on everything . i can’t do this anymore… u are such an understanding guy . altot i look normal in everything nowadays, but deep inside me i am kinda emotional , nobody really understand how i feel. everyone tot i get over it already but i haven’t get over it , it just too hard to get over a 3 years relationships. memories flash back every moment, when i in class, when i in canteen, when i laughing with my mates, when i in my room , when i bathe. i know i shouldn’t confess here about how i feel bout the break up , but nobody understand how i really feel inside me . it’s terrible . it’s just so scary . and it’s very very pain. those feeling is killing me sometime .. the pain remains the same day by day, i tot time can erase everything i can have a new start again . but i can’t make it , i tried so hard to make myself let go of everything but it just so hard . our memories is real,everything the feeling towards u is real . i am glad i spend my 18 .19,20,21 with u. i don’t wan to hurt u , but i had to make my decision , i wan to be happy , i wan to live happily . haha~i think i just too emo to write this blog, but i think i have to end this blog thing , cause is no point for me to write blog anymore , no motivation anymore  . HERE I JUST WAN TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

-thanks for supporting me all these years
(when i am sad, i am depress, i am lonely , altot u are not there for me but i know mentally u wan to be beside me when i need u :)  )

-thanks for doing all those diet for me
( saving money just for my dreams to come true i truely appreciate deep inside my heart , altot it’s good for u also lahh~aiyoyo 1 year thin down 18 kgs~!! nowaday u look more slim and handsome de, i got suprise when i first see u last few months hahaa. and u deserve the new mp3 players, i am glad u bought something for yourself instead of me :D altot all those iphone prada offers is kinda tempting but i know i have to move on )

-thanks for still taking me as a friend
(i know it’s not easy , but u made it , as your promise to me that u won’t disappear in mylife if we can’t work out and we are still friend, this is the most important thing~ )

-thanks for helping me in my studies
( i truely know without u , i won’t be able to gradute my diploma haha, and all those distingction thingy in my degree won’t be happened, i seriously will lost my way if u are not there helping me . u are always so patient and help me without asking any return from me . the moment u told me u wan to see me gradute degree i just feel so touch haha )

-thanks for forgive me when i give up on this relationship
(i know we both work really hard and put lots of effort in maintaining it , that’s why i live under guilt now cause i am the one who give up this investment . the investment fail cause of me giving up , and u had lost a big investment cause of me cannot get through myself . true hope and pray that u will get a right and better investment in the future *winks* )

lastly

-thanks for loving me for so many years
(i really appreciate altot i keep complaining u here and there , but inside me i know u are very very love me and i really appreciate )

eh~not yet lastly hahaa

-thanks for subcribing the friendster blog for me
(for so many years u are the one which supporting me blogging, haha i guess my blog only few persons aware , my sis and u sannien and few of my friends and *fans* . but i think is time for me to stop blogging lazy and i don’t wan to waste money feeding friendster de and i think u don’t have the responsibility to pay for my blog anymore :) 

 

i truely wish next year or the following years u will come back to malaysia holiday or whatever , when the moment u told me u might not coming back to malaysia anymore in the future i feel very very sad, but i do respect your decision . so u just do what is the best for yourself la

a very lastly

hehe thanks sannien , eda+jo (altot only through chatting in skype) , and my dearest sing yeek and chee by helping me go through all these break up things. i will learn and try to move on and be a healthy and happy girl ever ~ i will inform everyone of u if i happen to start a new blog one day~ who knows~ haha

and about the pictures in bali and new year and my smart car , i am too lazy to upload de~ oh ya terrence~ must come back penang~! for the next time u come back , my smart car might turn into red colour orr hmm apple green o.o ? haha~ i prefer apple green actually~

nowaday trying hard to diet also since i have to test bridemaid’s dress next few weeks and kinda worry i can’t fit into any of the dresses in the bridal shop T.T  .

and sannien~haha thanks for everything even this afternoon for your long speech~haha~yea~memang cousins*hood* ~ love u so much~ tell u something~haha~if u are lesbian~i am 100% wan to be lesbian your lesbian partner ~

terrence, i sincerely thanks you for everything and wish u can move on and let go everything as soon as possible as there are so many leng lui in australia , u deserve a better one~haha~ so i just stop the blog here la~gona lunch lunch soon~take care and with love

       Finally i got the TIME to update my blog~ since hmm~ i think i went to miri , everything around me changed and i am just so so busy for any other things accept studies ~ haha~ life in miri is kinda wonderfull as i had experience a lot of fresh new things in my life~ yea~ char bo~ i am no longer your baby girl de ~ now i know actually u girl’s UK life is not as easy as i tots ~ really living indepandent alone is just so challenging ~ now i can really feel penang is the most comfortable zone for me
      As usual ~ i have no regret i choose miri instead of kl monash~ winks~ cause i really experience a lot a lot~ and altot is just 4 months in miri~ everyday is just so pack ~everyday a suprise ~ fully use every second of my time when i was in miri ~ live my life to the fullest hahaa paiseh ya i steal your verse kohsy~ i guess i have to delete some of my previous post since my blog is overloaded ~ i travel a lot in this holiday ~ right after final exam next day i went to gua niah one day+night trip then after back from gua niah straight go back to kl and live in kl for 2 nights shopping ps:pai seh ya kwai hong~hai u kena samam =x ~ :P  ~ then back penang 2 days then straight go to bali for 4 days 3 nights trip ~ and finally i am sick ~ haha~ serious flu + cough ~ guess my body cannot take it travel non stop~ so i decide to cancle jb sg christmas trip de . need to “pei yang gan qing” with penang and my bed in penang
      Curtin uni every semester also will organise an event which is free for every student, which is name as john curtin weekend ~ something like visit native around the state for example curtin aus will visit native house in perth or whatever la~ but curtin sarawak will visit those native in malaysia like kadazan , kayan , bidayu long house ~ John curtin weekend is in the second tuition free weeks ~ a lot of people join and everyone will be located in different groups , and each group will go to different places different native long house for a 2 nights stay ~ and i was located in the first weekend group number 6 ~ the long house which our group visit is the furthest long house ~ 5 hours drive to reach the long house ~ and is kayan’s long house ~ kinda fresh experience for me ~ since is kinda lots of pics~ so i decide to separate it part by part ~

Season 1 - Part 1 (journey to Long Bedian)

the long house that i visit is name Long Bedian~ it is located in a place name APOH deep inside MARUDI ~ 5 hours journey ~ it is very deep inside the rainforest of borneo~ there are no phone line signal around that area~ it is kinda excited for me cause i am going to somewhere which cannot contact the outside world o.o  . and as the journey to get inside the forest is not suitable for bus , so at the end the long house people decide to drive us in by using toyota hilux~cause normal car cannot ‘tahan’ the road . 6 hilux from the long house and 3 person per car~ This is the first time experience of taking hilux for 5 hours ~ is extremely exciting ~!!

 

 

as usual~me in the hilux ~

 

 

 

 

my friend kwai hong which is inside the same car with me~

hmm~ at first i tot he is just some foundation new comer student ~ haha~ never know he is elder than me which is already in third year of chemical engineering

my foster father~ in kayan word “amai” = father ~ kayan man all very man~haha~ when i say man i really mean it~ they can solve all types of problem~actually our car break down a few times in this journey but my amai able to fix all types of problem~ they can survive in every corner in the world~ haha~ 

Before i proceed my long house journey~ i would like to talk a bit bout my “amai” . he is actually not an engineer but his experience is more than an engineer~ he has been working in oil and gas industry ( offshore ) for 20 years~ travelling around the world (middle east , america + etc ) for oil and gas industry and now he decided to go back to the long house and work for pipelining project around the long house area~ haha~ so never underestimate long house people~ they really really very “man” o.o

ON THE WAY

there is a lot of long house along the load ~ and according to amai~ this is an modern ibanese long house~

 

 

 

 Rocky road

oh my god~imagine 5 hours rocky road journey =.= ~lucky i am steady enough to overcome it ~
 

 

Estate road

gogo hilux~

 

 

 

 

Over the bridge

 

 

 

 

 

Fixing the road

another few hours to go~jyjy~

 

 

 

 

Through the river

 

 

 

 

 

inside the mini ferry~of cause i won’t miss a chance to take photo~hehe~

 

 

 

 

ferry name ~ LAIT LAYANG LAYANG~

this mini ferry can only bring maximum 6 cars~ and it operates till evening 6pm only~ if more than 6pm then need to call up the company and pay rm 150 per trip =.=

 

reaching~

 

 

 

 

 

Long Lama village~ one hour before reaching Long Bedian~ this village is more develop than long bedian cause it has secondary high school in this village~ most kayan village people they send their children study in Long Lama high school

 

rest rest and enjoy one bowl of mee basah in long lama~ haha~mee basah here is very very nice~i still remmeber the taste nehh~

 

 

continue our journey~another 1 hour to go~this scene make me feel like Harrison Ford is just beside me~ and i am the main actress of Indiana Jones~kekeke~

ps : pai seh ya~i am a big fans of indiana jones

 

 

Season 1 - Part 2 (reaching Long Bedian)

 

PIG HEAD~!!

haha ~ it is our dinner for the night~ if we arrive earlier then we will get the chance to see how they kill the pig ~ but too bad we arrive after they killed it =.=

ps : koh the pig head looks like u lols~

 

me with my amai’s hilux ~

 

 

 

 

 

group photo infront of long house~

 

 

 

 

Evening ~

it is just so unforgetable~! i will never forget the beauty of the sky of long house

a place with no stress , peace and zero pollution ~ sweet ~
 

 

 

love the colour very much~

 

 

 

 

 

 

me and long house ~ enjoying being inside the colour of blue~ my favourite colour
 

 

 

 

 

Season 1 - Part 3 (inside the Long House)

After knowing our foster family ~ (2 students with one foster family ) then we will be staying in our foster family house ~

the electricity of the whole village is supported by a  generator ~ and the water supply is from the waterfall or rivers ~ normally the generator is off and will be operate at 7-9 pm only ~ the rest of the time they use either candle or torch light to light up their night ~ at first is kinda scary cause it is really really dark at night with zero lights accept the moon light ~ but after get used to it i feel it is kinda romantic o.o

 

inside the long house

tradition of long house~ all the family members sleep together ~

 

 

 

finally 7pm de~ lights on ~

ps : sarawak time is different than malaysia , 6pm the sky already totally dark but for west malaysia the sky dark at 8pm

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my foster family’s family pictures~ according to my foster grandma ~ all her grandchildren work outstation , and she is very very lonely and miss all of them very much .
she actually cry when she complain to me how much she miss her doughter and grandchildren o.o

 

deep inside the long house ~ this is the place they do their laundary ~ and store room i guess ~

 

 

kitchen + toilet ~
before the long house trip ~ one of my senior scare us lols ~ he told us there are no toilet available in the long house ~ everything need to be settle in the river nearby the long house o.o ~ i guess he is unlucky ~ maybe the long house he visit last year no toilet wahaha~

 

pictures with my foster grandma and grandpa~ they are extremely friendly~ i mean it lols~!!

 

 

 

Kayanese tatoo~

it is kayan’s traditional ~ all the girls will get a tatoo before marridge ~ according to my foster grandma~ it was horrible pain ~!!

 

 

 

a warm dinner that my foster mother cook for us ~
today’s menu :

1. fish soup (from amai’s pond)

2. wild board(from the pig head pic)

3. fried hot dog

4. vege + mushroom (from the jungle) o.o

 

a gift from my inai (foster mother)~ took her one week to made it~

 

 

 

 

Season 1 - Part 4 (welcoming party)

After dinner everything ~ we went to the house of pemancar for the welcoming party ~

pemancar = head of kayan’s native

there are a lot of kayan long house village around marudi for an example : long lama , long apit , long bedian (the village i stay) , long benam . each village has shophouses , school, hall , clinics , and many long houses . and pemancar is the head of all kayan’s village

 

with my friend ken in pemancar’s house~

 

 

 

 

kopi and teh were served~

 

 

 

 

rotten wild board leg i am holding o.o

 

 

 

 

am wearing kayan’s traditional head gear~ so nice~
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

jo the heroin~
 

 

 

 

 

 

aran guai do’ ing ~ (my name is do’ ing)

do’ ing is my kayan’s name ~

 

group pictures~ the center white beard old man is a journalist from the sun news paper~ he has been staying in the long house for 3 months , in order to more understand the kayan’s culture to complete his master pieace of journal about land and culture of borneo~

 

playing around with pemancar’s sword~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

model of the month ~

hunter the jo ~ o.o ~  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 don’t mess with me when i got excited~ =x  hahaa~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

going to padi field soon~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

with amai and inai~

 

 

 

 

 

that’s the end of a day~ end of season 1 ~ haha~

day 2 season 2 is kinda long~oh my god~ i guess it will take my one whole day to complete it =.= ~

since sis u so desperate to read my long house post~ so i decide to publish this tonight first~ haha~ enjoy reading ya~

      Before i start my long house story ~ i decided to upload pictures and post a blog for before i leave penang to miri~ and when i back penang for semester break~gathering with 2 siao char bos~ miss eda and jocelyn~ haha~ never tot i got the chance to meet u girls sia~ altot at the end u both cannot make it come miri travel and meet me~ but then~i already have a long plan if next time u two char bos really wanna travel in sarawak~ i already have the contact with my long house foster family~ i can go back to their house anytime ~ pai seh ya~ said wanna sent the pictures for u all but i am seriously too busy de~ life here is just too busy and crazy, it makes me miss college life so much~which have all those free times to hanging around with both of u~

      Seriously miss u all so much lorrr~sei jocelyn somemore sent long long sms for me , purposely make me cry~haha~i will never delete that sms  ~

Night before i leave Penang

 

 

 

 

 

 

char bos+yong lun~thanks for coming down to bm makan with me ya~appreciate~ winks*

ps : yong lun also~ pai seh i that time seriously don’t have the good connectivity to sent u the pictures~ thanks to maxis usb 3g broadband lols~keep dc my msn~ =.= , u may copy your pics from here ya ^^

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

About life in miri~haha~i haven’t got the time really take pictures of the uni~when i got time only i write a whole new blog bout my life here la~

Below is the pics that when i go back penang when semester break~haha~and so ngam eda and jocelyn they still doing intern ~ seriously a lovely holiday for me~

Fish Spa in New World Park

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

take pictures while doing fish spa~me and jocelyn steady steady nya~ haaha~but not eda lorrr~

 

 

 

haha~lols~everyone can guess how she feels lols~ this girl definitely cannot tahan “geli”ness~aiyoyo~

 

 

 

 

 

 

what about jojo? haha~of cause i am the *cool*lest wan~wakakaka~ imune to that feeling de~ fishes come bite bite me ba~ bring it on~ =x

 

 

 

 

 

After the fish spa we decided to go to Babylon~haha~altot sick of the waiter there ~ but we still decide to go there for a drink to continue our girl’s talk and also celebrating eda’s fairwell with his motorola colleague~

ps: char bos~haha~actually your boss kinda hamsom =P 

 

 Thanks for all those memories ya char bos~ and also jeff~ will be back to penang end of november when my long long semester break~gona have so much fun in penang when i am back~ cause i miss penang food so much T.T ~

      Anyway~char bos~pls come back next year lols~i have lots of evil travelling plan in m mind~ plan to go Kotak Kinabalu and sipadan island next year cause i have a lot of sabah friend’s now which can brings me around if i go sabah~ and also kuching and brunei~ if u all come back next year then can join my travel trip round east Malaysia and also all those national parks~ take care ya~

   CHEERS ORANGE JUICE CLUBS~ AND PRESIDENT of the club JOCELYN~

      Wedding , once in a life , the most beautifull moment ever , a smile which full of love and happiness , girl’s dream which carry since small till the day that it comes true , a moment that non of any girl will forget and also a memories which will last forever .

    If anyone ask me does fairy tale come true?? i will answer yes~ it will come true on your wedding day . U will be wearing the very beautifull dress and u will be as pretty as the princess in the fairy tale ~the hero in the fairly tale will be with u love u forever and ever , wishes from everyone and happily ever after just like the stories in a fairy tale goes .

    Lols when read till here everyone will just think "what happen to jojo? jojo sot jorr~? why sound so emo o.o ?" nah~ i am not k~ i am just feel so touch . This is the first wedding which makes me cry in the wedding . *STOP~!what happen? what makes jojo cry in a wedding? this scene can only be seen in the movie, cried in people’s wedding* i know it sounds unbelievable , but i really cried. when the moment my cousin sis (ling ling) sing for her sister in the wedding , and my cousin bro playing the piano and the stage is showing out the lyrics of the song they write . everyone is just stun there, what a touching and beautifull atmosphere . yes , the sister (which is my cousin sis) is going to marry to america , is going to leave malaysia , going to leave the very warm family and marry to new york . when the moment the stage display all those pics with my cousin bro piano and cousin sis singing . The atmosphere makes me cry . I truely understand how the feeling . a lovely sis , is going to marry to so far and leave them . no matter how much they care of their sis ,how much they are going to miss their sis badly, but for her love , deep down in their heart they wish their sis happily ever after . is just so touching and sweet .

    To my lovely sis , if u happen to read this blog , i know u are very busy nowadays (working) . But i just wanna tell u how much i love u . Altot sometime we did quarrel or argue , but u still my only sis, my only sis in this world . Eve sis wedding makes me understand one important thing, which is i am glad that u come back malaysia and *going to* marry a malaysian guy . And i am also very glad that i am in Malaysia and share every moment with u and family . Cause when the very moment ling ling sis singing for eve sis , i suddenly have some *sad feeling* , wondering what if that time u seriously marry to that aus guy or hong kong guy , it will become whole life separate , all our family trip and photo will just lose one family member and in my memories u are always pictures skype or presents .Looking at all the pictures which we take together since u come back , i just feel so happy ~ deep down in my heart ^^ . U are just so sayang me , already didn’t spend 8 years time with u , now finally get to spend time and create memories together with mum and dad , i just feel when the moment whole family together is just so happy and warm, separating is always sad and *bu sher ter* . haha~ must end the emo section~ hmm~is eve sis wedding~ must be happy right~?

         EVE SIS ~ u must xing fu oo~ ~ here is all the pictures we had took on your wedding~ haha everyone is just so busy for your wedding~altot tired but my dad said it is an important memories for u in your life time~tired also never mind~haha~

here’s some photos~

Dad and mum~haha~

Ant and sis~

Pheobe sis and her husband jien o.o

sister corner

me and sis~

pheobe sis and her sis yiyi~

cousin sis corner~

sis and pheobe sis~ they are just like me and sannien~ very close to each other since born o.o

me and yiyi~

the flash light is just too bright =.=

have to drop a comment in sony T50 webpage

EVE sis~ yes u have we whole family support~ too bad bro choon now is in bengkok~ but he is supporting u also~ we whole family wish u happily ever after~

ps : your wedding photo album is just so nice~

when everyone is just busy for your wedding~ mean while me and yiyi are taking photo with your wedding car~ haha~ nothing to do ma~must find some entertaiment for ourself

miss wedding car model~ ^^

haha~i know u sure lough when see get those pictures~haha~but yes~ we are girls~ lols~ can’t stop ourself to take pictures~!!

yes~i somemore take picture with popo~ ^^

popo looks so happy~

best wishes from us~ daniel u must really take care of my cousin sis ~!!! or else u will see jojo as a ghost hunt u in your nightmare~!

hmm~here ends with the morning wedding part~

after everything~all of us is just so tired~

main reason

jojo > yesterday sleep at 4am again , then wake up at 8:30am

dad > watch tv *astro* till 3am , wake up breakfast with mum at 7am

bro wei > work OT and back home watch movie series till 12-1am

               wake up at 6:30am to go along the bridge for the wedding

sis > work 12 hours finally get to sleep but i think she wonts sleep

       that early also

the only one which is enough sleep and no tired is mum~ she slept at 10:30 pm gratz~ =.= while all of us are just so awake =.=

everyone sleep in the afternoon and then wake up get ready for the night in equatorial hotel~

and yes~ it’s me again~haha~posing infront of de camera~

hmm~i look kinda tall in this pics right o.o ?

(just trying to self praise and satisfied,don’t mind me pls)

 

*mum remember to smile pls*

tang tang~!

yaya i am trying to act lady~sei terrence stop complaining pls ~!! after next month i am no longer little girl de~ wakaka~21 year old de~can go in casino and clubs de~ while u still need to wait till december lols~

no doubt mum is just so pro in taking pictures!

 

backlight o.o

and is kinda blur

mum me sis ~

some people say that we look alike but some say no o.o

all of sudden i remember one thing~

when the last time i go aus visit my sis and visit her working place pharmacy shop also~then the boss tot i was my sis and call me chloe o.o , then i was shock and stun o.o ? i don’t even know that guy why he call me =.= , then my sis appear and tell him that i am her sister and he regonise the wrong person~lols~ isn’t it funny~?

so i also not really sure we look alike bo =.= but from this pic i don’t feel we look alike

yes yes~posing in the red carpet~

me with yiyi~

terrence tot this hairben is new wan~ but u are wrong ~! i wear for 2 years de =.= , and 2 years ago u together buy for me de =.=   . terrence your memory old jorr horr , why keep forget our things wan~!!!!

ta ku poh and xiao ku poh~

which reminds me 10 years ago when i was still a little girl ..~

my xiao ku poh once kisss my chick till my chick blue black *oo che* =.= , i don’t know how she kiss wan but maybe i was just too cute o.o , then she lose control to kiss me till blue black .

And yes~!! 10 years later which is now 21 year old me , still can’t run away from her kiss =.=

T.T my chick T.T

dad i love u so much~

i will be your baby girl forever~ ^^ haha~i wan to be your baby girl forever and ever

forever don’t wan marry o.o just to be your baby girl? *terrence dont’ cry pls~lols*

me inside the mirror

blur =.=

princess of the night~!

shout : MUST HAPPILY EVER AFTER~!!

haha~actually wanna talk bout my dream wedding in this blog wan~but is kinda late now and i am very tired+lazy . so haha~my dream wedding will be continue in next time ba~ one thing i forget to say to eve sis is, when the moment 3rd uncle go up to stage give speech , i also feel kinda touch . when the moment he trying his best to speak english fluently , and that sentens *i will do it for my doughter* i just feel the atmosphere is like stop at the moment~! maybe i am a emotion girl~ but i seriously enjoy this type of *touch*ness ~ really appreciate the night~

    Lastly , i wan sleep de =.= it’s already 4am, takes me hours to complete this blog , i am crazy zzzzz . night and candy dreams to everyone ya~! ^^ remember oo~happily ever after~

         Hmm~how to start le~ is like for a long long time i never touch my blog~ all off sudden i have the *inspiration* ~

      Since sis come back to malaysia~ my life is not that boring anymore~ ^^ thanks ya sis~ and your new house is seriously sweet and nice~ a lot of things change in my life~ as expected and also some unexpected ~talking bout expectation~ lols suddenly i remember melvyn verse~ expect the unexpected o.o  ~ waiting for months to study in KDU but at the end KDU really sucks o.o , and i had decided to quit KDU and wait for another aus uni intake~ mum has open more option for me~

1. monash-sunway (KL) - melbourne

2. swinburne-kuching (Sarawak) - melbourne *same with cinto o.o*

3. curtin - miri (Sarawak) - perth =.=

      At the beginning was thinking of going to monash KL de ~ cause it is a good and famous uni , but after going down to kl monash have some campus view and the life there, i just realise i not really like KL life . is just so hectic and not really peacefull . feel wanna experience more than a city life~ *adventurer life* ~ haha~ so at the end i told my mum i might considering of going down sarawak~ and after a few weeks thinking~ mostly i will go down sarawak study ~ ^^  ~

      To those friends who come back from uk for holiday this year~ do contact me when u all are back ya~ and come sarawak visit me o.o~ haha~ i already check d~ sarawak horr~got a lot of adventurer games to play~ scuba diving~ banji jump~hiking~jungle tracking~ and more and more~ my handphone number haven’t change~ miss u all so much~ and will contact mr doubun when i really to go down sarawak ~ ^^ . if i am not mistaken he is in miri too right~?

      Talking bout kl trip~ i bet many of u , altot stay in malaysia born in malaysia~ but never ever up to KL tower in your life right~haha~to be honest this is my first time also~ so dad decided have a family trip to go down kl~ and can travel together with sis~ so happy ~ =D and for everyone’s information~ anthony also come back from china settle down with sis de~ ANT~!!! faster marry my sis ~ haha ~ actually sis and ant was planning to register at this very lucky date~ 8-8-2008 ~ but according to old people that period is chinese hungry ghost festival~ hmm hmm~ need to check properly with Lilian’s too calender~ maybe is good for feng shui o.o ?
our very first destination~

way up to de tower~

altot i know it is lame~but i also wanna say it out loud~ MALAYSIA BOLEH~!! oh my~ haha~ i am crazy  =.=

yaya i know my friendster front page already post all the pics there~but i can’t stop myself to post it again~lols~ terrence i got change bo o.o ? the current me and the last time me o.o ? which one more pretty :P~? *u better say the current wan or else i hunt u in dreams~!!!!* 

short story-

talking bout travelling~hmm~when i was little girl~travelling with parents to kl~always wondering~reaching kl d anot~?how long do we need to reach kl~not yet reach yet~? haha~still remember my dad~ to stop me this evil little monster for asking so much question when driving ~ he will think a lot of way to make me fallasleep in car~he will say something like that

“jo~sleep~just sleep~when u wake up then is KL d~”

that time i tot it was *magic* ~!! wahh~wake up then reach d~

after 10 years~ which is 21 year old me~

travelling with parents~ but the different things is~ because of yesterday 4am sleep~and morning wake up at 6am~ inside the car without a word~ i become a sleeping beauty~ ~ and when i wake up~ eh? kl d~? so fast~ dad u speeding~? *doubting* hahaha~

 

me with twin tower~

i am touching it~ *winks* ~

hmm~suddenly i remmeber a verse from korean movie~

when we are sad if we are not able to hide and run to far far away~so the only thing we can do is hide and run to high high away~ and the funny thing is ~ in malaysia , only place to hide is kl tower =.=

  same old question~ we look alike o.o ?

haha~wondering~maybe after 7 years i will look like my sis in this pics~ ~ sexy right~ hahaa~

after de tower~we went to some japanese garden somewhere in kl~terrence stop looking me like that~ i am not familiar with kl road k~ and i don’t have to ^^ ~ cause i will always sit beside or behind the driver seat~ =D

me sis and pheobe sis~which is men men’s granny~

it’s a very very nice garden~i wish~i wish~ i have this garden in my house in the future~ hmm~u get my signal right ? *pressuring terrence*

ANT’S FACE is always the biggest in the pics~ hahaa~square face~ ~ ahh~ sowwie~ T.T dont cut my angpao money~ T.T~ yaya my face biggest T.T ~

      Actually nothing special bout the kl trip~just write down a blog to keep as memories~ hmm~ shopping~ and another interesting new experience is the fish spa~ somewhere in pavillion~kinda fun cause whole family go for a fish spa treatment o.o haha~ cause all of us are just so curious bout how it feels by letting the fish bite your leg =.= ~  sound violent but~ not that scary k~ but also not really that fun cause the feeling is just so *geli* ~

washing the legs before put into the *pond* o.o ~

whose camera so damm blur~!!! ant’s is that your handphone ?

kia~let’s the fish bite bite leg~ =.=

look~the fish is biting my leg~actually not really that scary cause all the fish kinda small~but got some big fat fish also =.= eat our death skin till fat swt~

hiding the elephant leg ~ =P

actually dind’t take much photos~cause i not really plan to write a blog for this trip~

but one thing i would like to mention is~

i actually sleep alone in a hotel room~in kl and also in genting first world ,cause dad and mum,bro+gf,sis+ant~and i don’t wan to be sport light =.= , so at the end i decided to challenge the phobia~

i am manage fight against my phobia~ after listen so much of genting ghost stories~ proudly tell everyone~haha~nothing happen to me of all night~ no ghost nono ghost~ ~ sleep peacefully~ ^^

not really clear~

 

Gunness Asia 9 Balls tour~

melvyn and sze ming did mention this tour~lols~pool lover~melvyn the one stop champion~
after penang their next destination is genting~and guess what~just so in time i was in genting when they are in genting~!!

POOL INSPIRED BY GREATNESS~!

terrence u so long never train your pool and bowling~wondering u still so pro ? =.= don’t show that confident smile~!! keep it to yourself ish~!!

actually this is my first time i went into the casino~haha~playing with the slot machine kinda fun~won a little~ ^^ ~ after casino~guess what next~!?

haha~drink chinese bitter teh T.T ~ dad said good for health ~ must drink more when travelling~ T.T but is really bitter!!!!

that’s the end of journey~ end with *kong he tang* chinese medicine shop in genting =.= ~

hmm~the next blog i guess will be pillo sleeping beauty~ ~ cause since nowadays my pillo start to have some *fan*s ~crazy bout him~so i decided to continue blog for pillo~but won’t so soon~cause i am lazy ^^ ~la~la~la~

    yeah~what a happy week and holiday~i truely live my life to the fullest for this week  :P  . hahaha~finally~i get to go ipoh~it’s like so happy.actually mum and dad not allowed me go , but i manage to change their mind lahh~aiyo~i already 20 d mah~ all the friends around me already able to travel theirself or study far far away~ but mum don’t like me to go anywhere except in staying inside penang . i feel kinda sad when i know her real thinking that trying to ground me in penang for the rest of my life ~ oh man~! my whole life is fated to stay in penang -_- penang ideal life , real swt~!!!whatever~don’t wan to think bout it d ~ jo~! change back to the happy mode~ ~haha~ipoh mode~! yeah yeah ipoh~!

      Okie , i am actually looking forward for that day~that is wednesday~wow~it’s like so long i dind’t travel~then finally i get a chance to travel *without parents* shi~don’t tell mum ,sis~!!! haha~i wake up kinda early~haha~cause i am too excited d~!! oh ya~sis~ xiao jiu keke change car d~wow~ last time he drive a white colour wira wan~remember? now he is kinda suscess~haha~he change company =  change pay = change car~ chain reaction~haha~i was shock when i saw a black colour CAMRY stop infront of my house and i though is just u know stranger stop by so i not really botther about it , cause inside my mind i was looking forward for a white wira to fetch me~! mana tau~wow~xiao jiu keke come out from the camry~haha~unbeliveable~happy~then~our journey begin~

ps* this blog will be the longest blog in my life~lol~cause it’s a lot of things~haha~sis, read it when only u free k? cause it might take a long time
i guess i just separate into parts lahh~

PART 1 ( FIRST EVENT - CAVE+RIM+COFFEE)

everyone must be thinking where is this? oh man~how come ipoh trip become inside a cave wan? jojo has been kipnap by an alien?? haha

nolahh~it’s actually one of the cave in ipoh~forget to mention~ipoh has a lot of bukit~and has a lot of cave~to give everyone  a clearer picture and view about this cave~i think after i show this pic everyone will be like ooo~ini kah~haha~

my very first destination in PERAK~perak cave -_- , aiyo~i know i very sampat lahh~haha~but this is my first time i come to perak k~and first time i go in this cave~of cause if compare to the cave in china this is actually nothing, i know ant gona say this :P~but kinda happy k? -_- cause i never been here before~haha~that’s why xiao jiu keke stop by here let me go down look look see see .

    after the cave trip *actually i just go in 10 minutes only cause inside nothing wan~* then i follow xiao jiu keke for his business trip~ he is a sales person~a suscessfull sales person~i am glad i follow him this trip cause i learn a lot from him~ i follow him shop by shop and see how he actually deals with his customers ,the way he talks and performs ~ he is a car rim saleman~drop by shop by shop to collect bills and collect orders from the customers. and me follow him shop by shop and see how he deals~haha~he keeps telling the bosses that i am his small wife~haha~but some customers did said we look alike when they know we are cousins -_- maybe both of us are dark kuaa~

this is one of the shop i had visited~to be honest~this is my first time too~go in to car accesorries shop and see how they change tyre and rims~wow~look at the machine~!! haha~and after visits all the shop only i know -_- it’s not easy to raise a car~need to spend a lot~!!! and one sets of rim can coast a lot~ what to do~nowaday youngester keeps watch initial D and trying to one of the characters in initial D~haha~i am glad i am not one of them ~

First time see so many rims together and wow~those rims are very nice~what pattern also got~haha~haha~i know i very sampat~don’t peli me d~oh man~but seriously first time mann ish~!

This two rims is the rim that xiao jiu keke sell~nice right? haha~but expensive -_-~

haha~cause it’s kinda nothing to do inside , so i very keh poh look around and i found something interesting ~haha~~haha~terrence u gona like this~this pic is purposely take for u wan~lol~cause u and i sama sama keh poh on this type of thing

haha~comparasion tools box for mechanics and engineers~haha~ i feel my tools box is messy than his -_- oh man~

ps* terrence look at the pic!your cute little tiny thing still there~!!! i didn’t lost it k~!!!

ahha~ go in to car assesories shop of cause i won’t forget to look for something~:P

haha~tayar baru~kancil~only 78~hohoho~i think is the cheapest tyre d~buatan malaysia~haaha~we must love our mother country malaysia~ malaysia boleh~!! yeah!-_- guess i have being influnce by the flyfm merdeka adverstistment d -_-

everyone must be very curious~what is my first meal in ipoh ~ since ipoh is kinda famous at it’s food~haha~

ipoh famouse white coffee~ and ipoh chi zheong fan~ come to ipoh where can don’t drink it’s very famous white coffee~!!! *although i know i can’t drink coffee wan* haha~i not curi drink k~i really finish the whole glass!! cause it’s very nice~!

the different between penang zhi cheong fan and ipoh zhi cheong fan is the source~penang wan is towards the sweet source but for ipoh they don’t put any sweet source in their chi cheong fan~ but no worries i manage to finish all means haha~it past my taste
                                                       this pic i actually just take for fun~haha~i kinda like to see my own shadow that reflected by the car~i know i very mou liu lahh~aiyo~don’t complain d~!!

PART2 (SECOND EVENT-PETRONAS UNI+ SANNIEN)

JOURNEY TO THE WEST???

nah~!Journey to UTP(university petronas) lahh, swt ~ ! i kinda like this feeling , inside a car and travel to the next destination~ listenning my favourite amy winehouse’s song~haha~thanks ant for dl all her album for me~xie xie~!
hahah~before i go in to the next pic , i wanna say something first . actually sannien dind’t know i come,cause as i said my very first plan with her is next week merdeka day and she don’t know i come today wan~ haha~ it’s actually a suprise for her , cause she though just only xiao jiu keke visit her bring her out makan only . but BUT after she get in to the car haha~she said she actually got though of i might hiao hiao come with xiao jiu keke~as everyone in the family know that i am a HOLIDAY QUEEN~lol~so i might hiao hiao follow xiao jiu keke come~ mana tau i really hiao hiao -_- swt~!

haha~look at her~haha~she is suprise to see me inside the car~

haha~as usual we trying to act cute in the car~actually we are just too happy to see each other~i miss her a lot~!!!

trying to get me and her inside the picture but -_- i not the pro k~!!!

                                                                                                

finally this one look better~haha~

Petronas uni is a very very nice uni~!!! oh man~ the design of whole uni is just too nice d~ expecially the LIBRARY~!! it’s my dream library ~ all the building here very nice and classic~after viewing all the building and facilities~haha~i really got the though of studying here~cause sannien said the fees it’s about 10 k per year~i count if i study in kdu also the fees something like that~ but then~haha~ later everyone will know why i change my mind :p

hmm~from the pic it might look nothing special~but~haha~it’s very nice if u can see it with your own eyes~!!!

this is the library~!! it’s a very very big building~6 stories library~oh my god~!i never see such a big library in my life before~and i am getting excited~!!

haha~two sampat poh ~taking picture infront of a library -_-

me and xiao jiu keke haha~

the library~6 floors~!!

a lot of books inside~

according to sannien~they purposely design the staircase in this way so that girls dare not wear skirts in uni~haha~cunning right? malaysia boleh~:P

me taking picture with BOOKS~!!

haha~sannien said this sofa is very very nice to sleep~ library is also a place to sleep when they got 1 or 2 hours break~she said a lot of people sleeps inside library but that day i go it’s kinda late so nobody sleep~and i ecide to be a model for my sleeping collection~haha

sannien~act as a lecturer~haha~

hahah~oh man~what are they doing there~!!

me act as a good girl~good student~!
actually not really take lots of pics around her uni cause it’s getting late ~ and next week i am going to stay with her inside her uni for a night~that time we two crazy girls sure nonit to sleep d~:D

after tour her library~ we having dinner somewhere near her uni~actually her uni is kinda far from the ipoh town~it’s about 1 hour drive~ xiao jiu keke bring us go eat famous wan tan mee and honey lemon chicken somewhere near her uni wan~

the fish ball damm nice wei~!! haha~ and the honey chicken very very nice too~:D

me and sannien~the drinks we order is barli fu zhuk~ also very very nice~!

after the dinner~we fetch sannien back uni ~ then that’s the end of my first day~actually wanna watch movies wan~but sadly ipoh life it’s too -_- ,the latest movies in ipoh cinema is 9 oclock ~!! oh my~ i can’t survive in ipoh for sure if i have stay in ipoh for the rest of my life~!! oh man~ comparing penang in ipoh~haha~now i know why sis wanna back penang ? haha~cause penang rocks~! the food rocks~!

oh ya~haha~of cause i won’t so good girl didn’t seek for leng chai in ipoh~but sadly~i look here look there -_- didn’t see get any leng chai,i realise ipoh girl’s population is more than guys~and all the girls here kinda pretty and fair~!!! sigh~luckily i am not born in ipoh~cause sure can’t marry out d~so many competitors~!!oh man~

as a conclusions~i feel penang guys still the best~haha~terrence u don’t be so proud of yourself k~! hmm~ ipoh guy okok only~ haha~ sis i know u gona ask me how is tanjung malim’s guy~hahaha~that one arr~hmm~ face too big ? hahaha~ oh man~can i keep back the words~!! later he don’t wan treat me jap food when he back penang ~ haha~

PART 3 (EVENT 3 - IPOH FRIENDS YEW KONG + CURRY FISH HEAD~!!+ SUPPER IN IPOH + IPOH FAMOUSE SNOWY BEAR)

    The second day i actually shopping in jusco~ cause xiao jiu keke need to continue his works~ and he decide to drop me shop in jusco cause i gona meet my friend which working in jusco now~that is YEW KONG~! haha~ 5 years friend~ hi~ how are u ?? haha~ i actually shop a lot in ipoh cause now mega sale~ can anyone believe that i spend 5 hours in jusco??~?!? haha~ luckily i shop alone,if not i won’t so enjoy my shopping d~i actually spend 1 hour ++ in some of the shops~cause mega sale mahh~aiyo~!

okie~straight jump to the curry fish head part~

haha~actually yew kong work till 5 , then xiao jiu keke will join us dinner, he gona bring us to ipoh famouse curry fish head~ and yew kong will bring his gf along too~

yew kong and his lovely girl girl~!

haha~actually this is the first time i meet his gf~cause everytime he come down penang he also didn’t bring girl friend along -_- . kinda cute and good girl

me and  yew kong~

everytime he come down penang i also didn’t take photos with him~finally get a chance to take photo with him~!

*he every year will come down penang one time and will extra a day to meet me~we really old friend d~5 years~ every year see he changing~from a little boy to a ~wow~so tall boy~!!!oh man~and he said i never grow -_- swt~!!

me and xiao jiu keke~haha~hardly get pic with him cause nobody take for us -_- , but now yew kong take for us~thanks dude~!

yong tou fu and ipoh curry fish head~damm nice wei~!!

that’s the end for dinner~ i gona show what is ipoh night life ~ haha~night life for old man like xiao jiu keke ~

his ipoh customers actually ask him com out yum char and supper~then he bring me along go look look see see~

haha~ipoh famous snowy bear~

and this is their favourite supper place~

yes~this is the famous snowy bear~according to xiao jiu keke~to make this snowy bear~they have to put the glass into a certain temperature and mix with a certain temperature of beers only can create this snowy bear -_- , it’s too deep for me to understand~haha~

ipoh supper~! haha~very nice lohh actually~ sis + ant + terrence u all must be miss malaysia supper very much ya ~? haha~and i am enjoying here ~ muahahha~
so~another night end~! it ends tonight~! haha~happy food festival~

PART 4 (EVENT 4 - BREAKFAST DIM SUM + CAMERON HIGHLAND + JOJO F1 DRIVER~!!)

happy morning~! yeah yeah~cameron highland~haha~i very long didn’t go there d~ actually breakfast we plan to go ipoh famouse dimsum eat wan *fu shan* . but then when we reach there, it’s too a lot of people~!! need to wait for a long time to get the seat. so me and xiao jiu keke decide to go other place for breakfast and he bring me to a non famous dim sum shop eat but kinda nice also lahh aiyo~don’t complain so much d~!

haha~2 persons eat~cannot order that much~

and yes~i order+drink coffee ~!

CAMERON CAMERON~!

wow~strawberries~!

me buying vege~14 packs for only 10 ringgit~!!

“first time in my life i buy vege -_- , cause i don’t cook wan ”

me with tomatoes -_- ~

the products of strawberries~

eating strawberries in car~!

actually the strawberries not really sweet~and it’s soury~!

world of cactus~haha~ all babies~!

me with flowers~

i like the colours~

flowers are a girl best friend~haha~

wei wei~what am i doing~! haha~

oh my~! the cactus is bigger than my head -_-

 

TANG LONG~! haha~ i forget what this plant name d~but it’s very cute~it’s like tang long like that~!

orange colour tang long~!

more and more tang long behind me~

thanks xiao jiu keke for helping me tak so much photos~!

 

thanks for xiao jiu keke that help me take lot of photos~:D

a short stories~when we turn in another flowers shop~ we saw a couple of ah mo~ that day actually kinda heavy rain~and they are waiting opposite the shop with bags and umbrealla~ after we shop they still there waiting~so me and xiao jiu keke decided to help them and give them a ride~not near k~they are actually wanna back to tanah rata~ it’s about 6 km -_- ~ haha~oh man~but this makes me remember the movie *hitcher* haha~ aiyo~ watch too much movie d -_- ~ they actually “holiday”ing like me~and travell around malaysia~they are from germen~

haha~nice to meet them~
after drop them~we went to another shop ~ continue our journey as flowers hunter~haha~

me promoting the baby cactus~ so cute the cactus~

haha

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pineapple~haha

cactus nursery~

flowers~~! wow~ i already prepare my next year valentine’s flowers d~ haha~

we buy a lot of flowers and vege~ the roses here is kinda cheap~ but it can last for weeks only~ -_- after one week all mati lol~ become dry flowers~ sad~

we didn’t stay in cameron~just shop and go back~cause haha~nothing much there also~ just flowers+cactus+strawberies~

haha~yes~jojo the F1 driver~wow~ first time i drive in highway~the feeling nice wei~! and is the first time i drive such a big car~ -_- ~ haha~the feeling of speeding damm nice~

that’s the end of my ipoh trips~!

kinda happy and tired~oh man~i actually miss pillo very much~haha~but he is happy staying in bm granny house~when he saw me come back~he was so so damm happy~run out and wan me to hug him~so cute~

     Damm it~!!has anyone imagine and believe that i , me , jojo, had actually KILL a cockroach~!!! to those who know me very well definitely answer no ~ it couldn’t be~NO WAY~  jojo will never stand near or in a same room with cockroach~ yea~ she won’t~ but for the sake of a peacefull night~ I HAD TO MAKE MY VERY FINAL DECISION TO SOLVE THIS STUPIDEST PROBLEM IN MY LIFE~!! a stupidest phobia of cockroach~!! the story starts here ..

      That night hmm~last friday night~ actually saturday got MGT 261 final exam and it was my last paper~ kinda boring cause that cacated skype don’t know why cannot log in~server down i guess. then i couldn’t talk to anyone in my list and pillo is not with me that night too, he go back granny house stay as bro wei bring him back to bm and leave me alone in n park ~ so as i have nothing to do,the only choice is study memories MGT although i repeat reading the same thing for don’t know how many hundred times d . then as i was sitting on the sofa and fully attention on the MGT paper. ALL OF SUDDEN , i feel something moving on the floor . yes it’s on the floor~ at first i didn’t really care or mind something moving on the floor but all of sudden , i was like feel weird, it’s shouldn’t be anything moving in my house cause pillo are not here~ then as i see properly i was like OH MY GOD~GOD DAMM IT~!!! A FARKING UGLY COCKROACH~!!!! *sorry for using those words cause i seriously hate cockroach very much* i hate it so much~oh my god ~ how could this happen to me~!! for the sake of god, i didn’t do anything wrong in my life~ why need to use cockroach to punish me~!!! how could u treat me so badly and it’s the night before exam~i am already in a fully concentrating mode and this cockroach just happen to appear in my eye~!!

 

okie the purple colour line is the road that had been “walk” by that ugly cockroach~! and the pink dot is where the cockroach stop by before it move to the next destination~!!

as i notice there are a cockroach in my house , my first reaction was stun. yes i stun there. cause i know there are nobody can help me this time~!! and skype server down , i couldn’t get anyone advise (sis or terrence) . and yes i am alone. i flip through all the numbers in my handphone and i counldn’t find get anyone that can actually drive to my house just for the sake to kill KILL THAT COCKROACH~!! when i was thinking of the solutions the cockroach continue it’s very happy journey with the “discovery of jojo’s house” .

 

and yes~the direction of cockroach facing IS MY ROOM~!!!

i cannot affort to waste anytime to think anymore if it really goes in , i won’t have a peacefull night anymore~!! it’s a very criticle moment d! i coundn’t afort to waste even a second to think of any solution d~i have to stop it immediately~i know if i happen to waste one second to think, tonight i might be end up at theother unit of n park (company one) .

for those who know my story , a past tense story of cockcroach . and it’s a story that me and bro wei fight argue~!!! if i am not mistaken it’s last year~ again the cockroach attack my peacefull land. and that time that stupidest cockcroach is inside my room. as i can see it from my eye. and that time bro wei already sleep. and i know i wouldn’t have a nice sleep with that mr.cockcroach same room with me. i wake bro wei up and ask him for help~but end up he don’t wan to help me. he wanted me to kill myself~and so i argue with him and cry and take the key to theother unit and sleep there. the next day haha~thanks to mr.T(terrence)  for helping me settleit~!!! . then i back to my peacefull day~

WHAT I WANNA SAID IS THIS TIME NOBODY THERE TO HELP ME ANYMORE~!!! and the cockcroach is gona entering my room~without wasting a second~i look at the direction!!!

yes this direction~haha~the correct direction~i believe everyone was smiling now~haha~cause i am looking at the RIGHT direction~

SHIELDTOX ATTACK~!!! & FUMAKIL AEROSOL~!!!

i know i gona hurt the mother earth if i use it but god leave me no choice~sorry earth~i had to do it~ it doen’t mean got aerosol means my problem settle d -_- . cause i not even dare to stay near the cockcroach … and i am worry if i spray it ,then it happen to fly towards my direction then stick on my face and i am gona T.T for sure . but i had no choice any more~!! seriously no choice. i need to do it~ need to do it to safe my world~!!! .

then yes i spray it and the cockroach really trying to fly cause it is suffering from the poison “aerosol” i had spray

everyone can see get the pathway ~ it was like so suffer and walking + flying zip zap

and it past my toilet go to my kitchen -_-

okie ~i don’t know why it around one whole round of my kitchen~then it disappear at the refrig .

i though he will die under my frig then i just don’t care d . haha ask bro wei clean it for the next day. after that . i decide to mop and swip the whole house floor cause of that stupid cockroach~!!! i feel very geli even i step on the floor which step by the cockcroach~!!

then when i swip the floor half way and wan to keep pillo’s toy inside the red colour magazine rax.

I SAW A HALF DEATH COCKCROACH THERE~!!! the it’s leg is moving but it is terbalik already~damm geli~! i shout~ when i said i shout i seriously mean it~!!!

i can’t leave a death body in my house ~ definitely no way~expecially it is infront of my bed room~oh my god~how could this happen to me~why the cockcroach die also wanna die infont of my bed room~!! i know my bed room is very nice~ it really desperate to go in my room until die also wanna craw into myroom ~!! damm scary wei~ it gives me no choice~!!! i need to clean it~but the leg still moving~ for those people who understand the feeling of “phobia” will truely understand how i feel~!! the feeling it’s killig me~even when is ee the cockroach also i feel very scare d~and the leg is moving still~!!! haih~ damm unlucky!!! i have no choice d~ i decide to use the swiper and swip it into the thing forget what it call d then take into the tong sampah which is in the emergency stair case . when in the process of swipping , i shout a few times~!! cause that damm cockcroach don’t wan to go in to that whatever thingy . and i need to do it few times for it to go in~!! then finally i did it~!!! god had gave me all the courage and I MADE IT~!! forget to mention, when i throw it into the tom sampah that time i also shout one time . damm geli k~!! don’t underestimate cockcroach~it can really make a person which phobia it crazy~!!

Lastly~ my peacefull night come back again~and AND first of all , i wanna thank my hero

SHIELDTOX ATTACK AND FUMAKILA AEROSOL~!!

*thanks mum for preparing so many aerosol in the house *

secondly i wanna thanks MYSELF~YES ME~ ~ haha~ for saving my own life~and end my nightmare~wow~ first time ever i had kill a cockcroach in my life~i had suscessfully face my phobia~ but please~it doen’t mean this time i had face it means i wan to have a next time~NO PLEASE~!! next time if really happen i will ask for help from other people first~if really it leave me no choice only i will do it myself~ although i had face it but the phobia still inside me, yes, i still hate cockcroach very much~!! phew~ finally can get a nice sleep and no worries cockcroach will craw or sleep with me on my bed at night
a short notes here to thanks MR.T for upgrading my friendster blog~ stupid friendster one month can only upload 50 pictures~!! and need to pay $4.59 for upgrade to unlimited photo uploading permonth . but haha~thanks lahh dear . cause i gona write a lot of blog this month cause i am going down ipoh soon~ will takes a lot of photos~haha~and a lot of stories coming~ to be continue ~ BUT NOMORE COCKCROACH STORY K~!!! phew~

i am glad that pillo not at home that night~if not haha~everyone here can imagine what will he do ~ if he happen to eat the cockcroach~ oh man~i will never kiss pillo for the rest of my life~!!!! nightmare~!!!!

Since last year Thai booming~we had stop to go hatyai for a year! seriously miss the tom yam very much~! real thai tom yam~ can’t imagine i had waited one year and finally get to go there and taste it~ thanks to sis ~ haha~ it has been a long time we don’t have family trip d~ i mean whole family go out travel~ always also me with dad mum, or sis with dad mum, or me bro with dad mum~ it has been a long time we don’t whole family go out together gether d~ the last time we whole family travel was last three years~ that is when sis u bring your hong kong bf back and we all went to genting + kl ~ and that time bro choon not yet single ~ anyway~ just wanna post up some sweet memories~

note for sis : please don’t cry like a baby when u read this ~ everytime i write blog your bf sure tell me u cry when u read it wan~ aiyoyo~ u make me feel bad actually~ the reason i write all this blog at the beginning just to let u know what happen here in malaysia~ and my baby pillo~ mana tau u feel sad and make u miss home pulak~ left 6 months and you are coming back~ tahan a while lahh~ and that time u will see my pillow with his golden hamsom hair d~ haha~ anyway seriously miss u~ hope u can just get fire or fry cuttle fish and come back malaysia~ and please~ already two years u said u wanna bring me go to eat japanese food d~ but how come always the time u come back to malaysia sure busy doing other stuff wan~!!!! i don’t care~ when we go shanghai u and ANT must bring me go there jap restaurant eat~ hgne~! always got bf forget your sister~seriously UNFORGIVETABLE~!!!!and u always ask me to put everyone’s there pic in my blog and now i put d~ okie here’s the Thai restaurant pic where those nice food come from~! yum yum yum~!

before the waiter start order~haha~

dad and mum with their tumbs up~!!

sis~ant(sis bf)~bro and his friend~ with the tasty tom yum soup~

me bro and hui(bro’s gf) without tumb up but~ we are seriously can’t wait to eat~haha~

LOG TERACE RESTAURANT~a nice and good envoirment restaurant~

GIRL’S SECTION~(photo taking around the restaurant  :P)

The boss must be very proud~haha~unbelievable~got people take photo around his restaurant~

taking photo with the fake elephant~haha~

 

FAMILY PHOTO~!!!!

SISTERS~!

 

me and MARCUS~ bro’s best friend which always stay in our house since bro secondary if i’m not mistaken~

Again and again my uncle wanna have a trip to mukah head~but actually we dind’t camp there at the end, cause there are no boat allow to movve on that day cause the wave is heavy~ so no camping we just picnic somewhere there~ just post some mukah head picture for u to see lahh sis~! don’t worry~we will picnic or camping again there when u really settle up in malaysia although i know u dont’ like to camp ~! oh ya~ u will see sannien’s bf and debbie bf inside the photo~ the funny thing is both of their bf name JASON~ hahahaa~ this remind me of a story again~ that day horr~ first of january when we having bbq in n park with all the aunties uncles to celebrate san siu (sannian’s brother) and ying ying’s get all A’s in PMR then debbie sannien also in n park mahh~then suddenly pheobe sis said she wants to come to n park see pillo cause she miss pillo so much~then when we five person in my room playing with pillo (including pheobe’s husband) then when debbie ask her to introduce the husband ~ then she said (”here my husband~JASON~!” ) then ME , SANNIEN, DEBBIE SIS was like stunt~! oh my god~! JASON~!!! hahahaha~ THIS WORLD IS FULL OF GUY NAME JASON~!!! hahaha~ then we just told pheobe sis that all their bf name JASON~!! but BUT ~ debbie bf is the real jason cause his IC and chinese name is also JASON~! hahahaha~so funny~! okie~ now will post some mukah head pic~! next time when u come back we bring pillo go crownprince beach and have fun~! actually that day debbie sis got bring yuriko go to mukah head wan~but then the guard there stop her~cause there already consider Taman Negara~ they don’t allow dog go in ~ then she has to drop yuriko to her friend’s house and come back again ~!

hehe~ mum is just behind us~ oh ya forget to introduce jason for u~ this is san nien’s jason~she know him when she is study in matrixkulasi~after she change to petronas uni study they still although one in ipoh one in kl but both of them still together~! jason hmm~a unny guy~ and he is a future dentist~haha~always take our teeth as experiment or model~he said my teeth is class A~ will explain to you when u come back~ a lot of people said he looks like san wei~hahaha~kinda funny guy lahh~making jokes around~all the aunties always tell him that in the future he must free of charge servise our whole family teeth~hahaha~but i said i won’t go in to his dential clinic 4 years after his graduet~haha~par par~! must buy teeth insurance~!

 

No doubt~ it’s me and san nien~haha~we are promoting the coconut jerry that her mum buy~!

okie~ a lame team picture~is a team name BLUR~! hahaha~ 1 king kong + 1 monkey + 1 rabbit~ haha~ they are actually playing beach football~ and three of them are in a team~

kick kick and GOAL~! haha~

me and debbie sis~ we are eatting nasi kandar~it’s really hungry after one hour of hike~yum yum yum~!

poh poh~hahaha~she together gether hike with us to the beach~

me and my hubby~haha~photo taken by JASON~ *sannien’s jason*

beach boy and beach girl~! haha

we are the champion~yeah~!

terrence + 2Jason : “It’s seriously heavy~!”

all the girls : ” STUPID! EAT SO FAT SOMEMORE NO ENERGY TO CARRY US~!!!”

jojo whisper  : ” u cham liao~!! I must make exercise timetable for u d~ngek ngek ngek~!!! ”

HAPPY KID + GRANDMA GROUP PHOTO~!!

hmm all the uncle and dad are sitting in the other side have their uncle chit chat and eating peanut and beers

and all the aunties and mum are also sitting in the other side having some aunty talk and hahaa~ second aunty is sleeping but i forget to take her sleeping photo~what a waste~!